"I can't stand you for the things you do to me
Everyday it hurts,never a break, don't you hear my pleas
Sick of being tired, Sick of being sick with you
When will you leave, I keep begging you to let me go ..."~Kerrian S~
Many times I have found myself in a complicated spot when dealing with S.L.E, Sometimes we get along and sometimes we don't. What I have learned is that regardless how I feel about having this disease, I can't do anything about having it. I mean, I did not pray and ask god for it, I did not ask for it for my birthday or for Christmas. It was given to me without question. Sure I have questioned why does it have to be me, I have come to realization that it was given to me because I can handle it. Not everyone is mentally or emotionally capable of dealing with this type of daily disappointment in one's body. So over the past few months I have made the decision to stop Fighting Lupus and start Compromising with it. I came to this conclusion because I was allowing the lupus to win, I felt my mental and emotional stability waning. So I came up with a few things I could implement in my life that would be beneficial to both Lupus and I.
